wad do ppl do when exam papoers come back so soon?hahahs,mine was yesterday.teacher gave back the chemistry exam paper and i was just at passing grade.sighs.why do i have such bad results.after that sweet old spm slip of mine i was feeling all contented and ecstatic =D,believe me,it was really unexpected,hahas,esp the malay.loloz,it was never counted in ma dreaming A subjects result list.heehees.god know why:P..~keke

hmm,lemme see,yesterday was really hot,yup,and i got sick in the morning after walking to schl with angie under the scorching sun,i had a slight fever during the first period so yvonnoe the student welfare counsellor took two fever pills for me.i ate 1 and saved the other if the fever still proceeds.and you betcha it did proceed!The frustrating thought of having a fever continued till the end of the period.by the time i was heading back home,i was pale all the face and all i want was sleep,i was feeling the intense heat all around my body.oh ya,the next group for english presentation promoted their *kokocrunch*product,and it reminded me of the good old days where i come to fight wif my bro to finish up the sweet cereals such as honey starts and kokocrunch,they were me and bro`s fav.heheees..KIDS.duh!keke...~:P

so i went to the local store to buy a small packet of kokocrunch,i wanted honey stars but they aint selling that favour=(...too bad rite.so i took kokokrunch instead.well its still a good substitute.keke.I ate a lot of it almost 50% of the packet when i was back with a lil dip of cold milk.omg!i didnt know it taste so sweet.it was sweeter than i remembered.eek!

Therefore,next time ,im gona buy HONEYSTARS instead cos kokocrunch is TOOOO SWEET.argh.no more substitutes.hahas.

ohoh,and that night after the movie,there was a BLACK SNAKE in my house,it was right at the corner of the dinning rooom!jasnie saw it and she told us then i was like wad?!

i never thought of A SNAKE WOULD BE IN MY HOUSE.cos its like a terrace house okay,not a lot of grass those.heehees....the tohught of a snake in the house sounds so pathetic!especially when i don open the doors that often.so they took the excess ppopcorn from the popcorn box and drag the snake into the box then packed it with two layers of plastic bag.how come they dun wanna kill it?i dun understand i hate the tohught of it still living in my area.hahas.i wanna kill it lol!Later,they threw the so called *Tapau*snake into the garbage bin outside.Im still very worrie whther there are any more snakes in side the house cos theres normally more after u saw one,like theres got family around,get the picture?

so i alled ma mum and she lectured me about BEIGN INDEPENDENT INSTEAD..sighs...then there was more than snake la,she told me about the security alram system,if they rings don go out and close it or look.sighs,the freaking alaram rings practically 8 Times a week!know why?cos the construction beside my house kept knocking on da walls and it trembled the alarm system and it set it loose.so frustrating yea?

Seriously feeling the independence life now,its not easy but its not that hard either,chores are still fine to me but what grills me is that i was lonely all the while.Theres like no tv either!argh.the landlord is had always promised to to fix the network but he doesnt,at least fix the tv1 2 or 3 channel bah!Caz its reaallyyyy quiettt!!i feel very uneasy being in house so large where theres just only me and me and me until midnight or over then denise will come home,its just too weird and solitary,plus paul has went to singapore since last wednesday,and he`s leaving on the june or may to egypt to proceed his documentary studies,awww,i dont really know him but em,he`s a good company.gona miss his presence thou.sob.

what i should do now:
1.Try to be more of an adult and ignore the quietness
2.focus on my studies
3.Laugh myself..hahas
4.keep my room as neat as a pin!
5.pleaseee it just half a yearrrrrrr....it ll pass eventually caz the schl is gona to move to menggatal soon..all the fusss.haiyer.

then after next yr,ITS GONA BE ANOTHER BRILLIANT LIFE AGAIN!=D

i shall try to be in positive vibes for 24 hrs..haihz..=(

gruesome gruesome life...but yet,mine`s better than a lot more out there.
suhc as louise brown,the lady i mentioned who sleeps in her car for nine months..remember?=D

so yea,whenever bad stuff happens to you or whatsoever...
just think of the people who hav a worst life than you okay?^^
thats what i learnt from my current independant life.so funny.it came naturally..hahas!
Thanks to...READERS DIGEST.keke:P

Skip this part:its a bit of rubbish i wana talk bout xiao xue=)

im dropping xiao xue,it happened since last sunday,ive been all teary and moody at some quiet times caz xiao xue has all the qualities i want,i seek for,you might see xiao xue as the imperfect and not worthful at all,but somehw he has all the *IT* that brings me to push away all possible partners.winks*~,but if things were not meant to be,it was not meant to be,so don push your luck,its not gona happen.not gona happen alrite.

kan bu jien ni de siao i zhen de shui bu zhao.=)*still smiling*now..hehe...

well well,exams are over and people goes wild.But how further could you go?=)

on friday:

After lunch at beng`s house,we chatted for like 3 hours at beng`s house,then at 3pm all of us ppl head off to Kbox in OUR UNIFORMS to sing..kareoke.HOHOHO.we started from 3pm and sung till 7.30.it was SUPPOSE to end at 7pm,the waiter came two time and told us last song ah,last song ah,then we were like yaya,okok,*all heads nodded innocently* then we continue to sing too,then after one song,we proceed again saying*haiya,one more last,one more lastTT."and that so-called-last song ended at 7.30pm when the operator shutted our song selection.Hahas!:P

oh ya,one of ma friends,ng lew jin danced a song sung by jolin in front of us.i duno whats the title liao.but she was pretty good at it.all cameras were at her,feeling like all the STAR.=D,*cikcak**cikcak*~

then all head on home,i skipped dinner cos i was too full after all the fried snakc i ate at kbox.

Well second day,i woke up at 8am and start moping the floor of my room,it was pretty filthy since i had cleaned it for 2 weeks due to the tight exam schedule.after that at 11pm,me and the gang head to tai tseng supermarket to buy ingredients for today`s PARTY(Saturday)!hmm..the party is for:

1.NG lew jin`s farewell
2.Megan`s birthday(althou she`s at S.G,we still celebrate for her la~)heehees~!

then i was sent back home early cos i needa do the heavy laundry.When i was back i found out that my floor was stil very dirty,eventually i had to mop again.eek!

then met denise at the stairs and he tot i wanted to go back sdkn lol..cos many of my stuff was placed outside,heehee,and it took a lot opf the space at the corridor:

1.my small luggage
2.my big luggage
3.my chair
4.my huge snack box
5.my Blue and white mat
6.Readers digest
7.A long metal for hanging clothes
8.the broom

i simply mopped the floor AGAIN but beng suddenly called me and told me to start on with the fruit salad cos they`re still busy with groceries.

AW,then i quickly ran downstairs and start with the grapes,i picked them indivually from their bunch then put them in a container,while i did that,i boiled spagetti at the stove.Then i peeled the kiwis and sliced it into small lli cute blocks,then i peeled skin of the apple off.everything was done at a fast pace therefore i accidentally had a small cut on my finger.eek!so i took a nail clipper and cut off the peeled skin.

The girl came my house at 1++ish and bought A LOT OF STUFF O.O.LIke a lot kay!:what they bought:

1.MInced chicken
2.parmesan cheese
3.Marinated lamb chop
4.Marinated chicken wings
5.Wasabi from angie`s house
6.rice from vincent`s house
7.Two sparking ribena
8.A 250ml 100 plus
9.Pineapple buns

before that at tai seng we bought:
1.Small Gala apples
2.Adorable grapes
3.2 packs of cheese sausages
4.1 tin of salmon spread
5.2 tins of Tuna mayonaise
6.seaweed
7.carrots
8.cucumber
9.spagetti
10.cocktail
11.3 cabbages
12.A dozen of eggs
13.cheese
13.Choy sem tin
etc,cant remeber all,heehees:P

Wad we made from all those:D~! :
1.Spagetti(tomato-based)-by elena
2.Chicken wings-by jasnie
3.lamb chop-by jasnie
4.fruit salad-by beng,grace,elena,angie
5.sushi-by angie`s mum,angie,elena
6.cocktail-by Grace
7.sausages-by jasnie

then we cooked til like 3pm-ish,we called clive who was in charge of bringing ng lew jin to gai gai,caz its suppose to be a SURPRISE party for her.Winks~*see,we soo clever rite??heehees...=)

Party ended at 6++ish,i was really tired,so i removed my contact lens and slept for an hour..zzZ..then at 9.00pm we head to growball cinema at centre to watch forbidden kingdom.=D

Not bad la the movie was funny at some parts,oh ya,there`s a really pretty lady with white hair,i like her face!!so pretty le~~=D

omg,start lesson liao gotta go! hahas!

fellows readers and bloggers,
ive read an article from readers digest`s february edition last night and its about a female american who lives in her car for NINE MONTHS!.its a true story.do read her blog from the first month archive:
here`s the address:

http://wanderingscribe.blogspot.com/2006_02_01_archive.html

its very gan dong de...and theres a book about it.

Wasai,so darn happy oh today,cos ye know what?Today,urhmphhhhhh~!IS THE LAST DAY OF TERM EXAM!WEEEEeeeeeeeeee~~last paper was english,which include a listening section,a summary section and an essay writing part.phew..not that much thank God cos the listening was brief and fast,all about the states of U.S.A and all the joyous activites you could do there,or perhaps,u could say,crash there.winks*^_~
The summary was about designers babies,which is a common issue now,Wow,i can say that ive learnt "sumthing"from the passage,as im not an avid newspaper readers,i come to realise that Americans are actually allowed to choose desirable gametes from donor banks for the fertilisation.so cool...yu know,.like you wan ur daughter to look like Britney spears or your son to look like brad pit.yeah.you can do that at america.so cool.so cool.hehe.but for me,of cos i want my child to look like me la.heeeee=)oh oh...and my husband lol.hahas.

I read from the passage and came to knew that some of the americans even tried to sue clinics for giving birth to defective child after a careful selection on thier deisre genes.ppl ppl,there is not guarantee towards these sort of incidents rite,you are doing things against the cycle of nature,so,you gotta accpet whatever bad outcomes it is.agree?(;


Then d essay question was like this:
"Do you agree to some extend that reproductive technologies should be used if
needed?"

NO question for me!Of cos ill give it a BIG YEA!why not?we have to think for the benefit of infertile couples,cos they too,want cute lil babies like all of us,unless they hate to wash pampers and feed milk and all that baby stuff..hahas.You can choose to either have a son with big big brown eyes and pretti blond hair or a girl with red wild curls and fiery violet eyes just like a ruby gem..hehe..so comic hor?


ohoh,since yesterday was the last day of all 3 important sunject papers which is bio,chemmy and maths,me and ma sisters(friends) head to city mall and snoop around,guess who we saw,our school`s beauty queen!:D,i mean president of student councillor la,chua,she was there too with her sister and we also meet beng`s elder sister.so liang chai o her sis,hehe.if she were a guy,i would be killed by her face...haahs!kidding neh~XD

I bought new contact lens eh,manufactured by Igel a contact lens brand producing group from singapore.i bought magicblack,it makes your pupil bigger and also rounder.but the packaging of the box ar..hehe..look like c-o-n-d-o-m.haahs.ye know what?I took the box out and looked at it,then one of ma friends eyes turned big and sh ask,what is that?look lik cooooo-----then i finished her line,CONNNNTACT LENS....swt.i shall post the picture of the package after im back at sdkn next thursday,its da term holiday..wooot!so syok .i gotta go now.eating at beng`s house for lunch...feels kinda great after exam.it like me following the blow of the wind,yesh!its that suang.=)

oh yesh,i got a lot to express for my next post,hehe.so.do tag kay,its giving me Da *xtra* blogging boost..hehe.^.^

hmmph!three more days to exams,two more days to enligsh presentation,,equals to = a tight schedule.Thankk God the first subject starts with moral and ends with english nxt friday.moral,moral,still needa study for that because the exam include 6 chapters!6chapeters man!2 chapters is already 40++pages,6 chapters means an total of 40 x 6 =240 pages.eek!almost the amount of pages a book of novel is.lol!This is nota very happy thing to do lor~

The landlord came back for a day an he fixed me a new door knob:D!keke,so im in a not-so-dangerous-living-situation.hahas!aiyo,still very lonely la,no tv, no line,no human beings,no dogs,no parents to annoy,no happy stuff to do,argh,and somemore exams are drawing nearer.frustration is really getting on my nervers,oh ya,plus emotionally,the gan qing world is getting even more complicated,at almost every single relation i have,i tend to hav problem with them,i dun understand why,like if i do this it ll hurt him and if i do that,ill hurt her,argh!Solution to my own problems also equals to a factor of a problem,why,why,why?someone tell me why,is it so difficut to live independantly?perhaps i could answer the question myself,but not precise and accurate enough.yea,i was actually sent to kay kay to train my independence,lol!emotionally that is,cos im quite a hot headed person,i tend to get mad easily back now,i find myself being very very very incredibly patient,it surprises me too.maybe because im already exhausted with the number of problems in my current life.bah!why am i complanining so much,perhaps the emo sickness has got to me after 3weeks of staying by myself and my soft toys(added to make my life sound less solitary hehe..)

xiao xue is so hardworking nowadays,he is studying like a mad bull.hardworking guy with equal gentleness,so rare hor.yaya,if u ask me,why xiao xue,because he is ngong enuff,hahas!silly reason hor,but thats the reason,so don ask why kay?keke.

Alevels trials are starting this week too,he seniors are having them,so stress eh them,i cant imagine if it was me,i think i will eat the book as my dinner instead,hence,darling kaka is very busying studying for her trials,God bless her good results ya!oh ya,kelvin yau says he ll cook diluted -based curry chicken for us senior 1 to eat after his trials,lol!really ah kelvin?i didnt know he cooks eh!kekes~but he say he will cook la,ill try it after his trials and tell you guys how it tastes ok?:P,it might be better than Habeeb neh.ahaahahs!:P silly guy,btw,i did sent my luck and blessing to him too for his trials:)

omg!omg!omg!the worst thing happen to me during my second week living in the house~i came back from school following ian`s(classmate)car during 4.30pm++after my biology practical.noone in the house as usual,i went 2nd storey to my room and tried to unlock it.First try,i push the key into the knob,cant second try,still cant!third try...OMG!i kept turning the key on the doorknob following clockwise but it just wont budge!in the state of frustration turning the key for like 30 times liao,i give up,so i messaged lu miin to ask for help then as im waiting her message ,i called ian and ask him for any locksmith`s number,then ian called back and told me he cant come to my place cos he`s already back at home which is very far away frm my place so he searched locksmiths number for me.at the mean time,li miin try to think of a solution to unlock the locked doorknob,and i,i waited patiently staring at the door..hahas.lol.finally ian called and sent me a locksmith number ,later that i called the locksmith and he came alrite!hahas,so darn happy when he came,its like finally i get to see my room after 100days...swt.when i was waiting for the locksmith it was rather stupid of me to think how am i gona sleep that night cos the landlord was not at home he lives at keningau and the boys com bac late at night.gosh.so freaking scary...cant imagine if im at some other place not kay kay la.oh ya,comtinue with locksmith,yes,hmm.he used a t shape metal equipment to remove the doorknob handle then he like hit it few time then twist some of the compartments,finally the door ws unlocked abd i can see my sweet and cosy room again:D!aaaahh~~like heaven light shine on my room for few seconds.kekee:P~then he charged me RM25 for the service and he headed back out.unfortunately,he unlocked it also means i cant lock it back again.lolz.which is as dangerous as not having a door.therefore,i shall wait for the landlord to be back and change a new lock..:).thank you jas and ian for thier kind help.THANK YOU!^^~

i miss home very much,last night i look back at the videos i recorded at home and it reminded me a lot of things which i have missed and therefore,i cried..I couldnt stand the loneliness that im having now,back at home i never felt lonely because i have my dogs and my maid with me but living by myself now is just plain solitary because there aint a single soul in the whole three storey house..not a single soul when i come back from school at 3pm.the boys only come back late at night bout 12pm or 1 am-ish.wow.boys really are boys.still they re sweet cos they offer bread to me for breakfast but i didnt eat it because i have my oats+raisin+milk with me:).

i was planning to post tons of pictures of my kay kay friends but the it centre at my school had just set a security lock that blocks posts up.ish!whats wrong with posting up stuff?i dun understand their strictness.forget bout it,ill do it at somewhere when i got the chance:)

oh yes,theres this new assignment on my english subject that wants us to shoot an advertisement.the group im in is shooting an ad on famous amos.the very delicous cookies~yummm!my favourite.keke.although i know how to bake em,i still crave to buy them from the franchises.hehe.yea,so expensive rite?i just bought a 100gram Chocolate chip cookies frm famous amos which cost Rm9.50.the cooies are like dark in colour because u get that extra dark chocolate on the batter mixture.the original one without the addition on dark chocolate in the batter cost Rm8.50.still very expensive.eek!im calling my friend to buy another 100gram packet of those..hehees...cos i luv em`~!yep^^.

oh ya,i cut my finger the day before yesterday when i was eating apple!hahas!because i was swinging my study chair left and right and cutting the apple and humming a tune at the same time ,then suddenly i feel the pain and the cut bled a lot of blood,but it wasnt really painful,hehe,it was kinda funny.hmm.weird.but yea,funny.keke.

living by yourself is weird la...you dont talk to anyone at all.its boring me.i think im going to get emo sickness soon lolz.sooner or later.hahas.

buhbyee...do tag,im so bored liao.eek!lack of social.

xiao xue,this is for you:)


Don't know where you are
Wish I just could be near you
I would sail oceans
To get a glimpse of
how you feel

You're all the things
I'm looking For
everything and so
much more

What I think
You are just perfect
Could it be
That I am worth it
Is this thing an open door
Walk right through to
something more
You and me
My life would
change in a second
In a second

Don't know how you feel
You seem to keep it to yourself
Would you climb mountians
To show me this is
something real

You're all the things
I'm looking For
everything and so
much more

What I think
You are just perfect
Could it be
That I am worth it
Is this thing an open door
Walk right through to
something more
You and me
My life would
change in a second
In a second

Could it be
Could it be
You and me
You and me
Do I see
Do I see
Clearly

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~
Continued from my New Home :)

*Lena groans*,i wana complain bout the new home although it is sweet and comfy all...but i still need to complain bout some stuff to sooth my uneasiness:hahaahs!
first things first,
the REFRIDGERATOR isnt working!!
Im running out of fooodddd!
my hairdryer went *booozaaar!*the day before yuesterday morning cos some of my hair went in-.-~some smoke filled the whole room with a distasteful odour..and i had to open all te windows and the dooor to refresh the air inside.argh.
some construction is going on next door and another 4 buildings in front of my house.
yesterday when i was trying to hang my clothes two men stared at me.gosh...then one of them say *itu ah moi*,i froze at the sentence and didnt look back at them,jus pretend they didnt exist.trying to act stupid.-.-"
today i went to school and i had to pass by 4 illegal immigrants men by myself.so scary man...
Fridge isnt working ,therefore..im stil eating eggs and cucumberrrrrrr!!
sob.when is the FRIDGE GONA BE REPAIRED?i pray it to be today:)
Thank God,the landlord came back this morning at 4am something and he fixed the hanging clothes bars,therefore,i do not need to hang it on the steels of theback gate again:)
and i hope he do call up the repairman for the fridge,sooner or later,ill become nasty as a result for eating too much eggs and cucumber.ahahahs:)
i feel sort of like a vegetarian now,because IM ALSO EATING VEGETABLES at school during lunch as by the time our 2nd break reaches,the secondary school students had already finished all the meat.sob.for instance,i ate2 diff kinds of vegetables and a soy product today,one of which is CUCUMBER again(the kakak gave me for free:D),Pringles and tofu with traces of mushroom.
Now im feeling bit unsafe of walking home by myself...great.i tot it would do me great exercise for my fat figure.hahas.but for a second thought,its actually gona take my life.The distance of my house from school is kinda far,not that far but still much farther than the other outstation students.*groans*...
still got a lot to complain..but im too lazy to type out.hahas.
just let it be.
this is what you call INDEPENDANT.
which is already included in one of mylife chapters.
hence,im kinda greatful too.:)
to experience this sort of life..its a pleasure.
make pain your gain.
contented with a blend of pain and sugar sourness.
im am on,
with my new life!:)

im living by myself now ye.well..not exactly by myself hahas,if you count the two boys living in the same house as me.thier names are paul and denise.paul is a diploma student from a certain xx school which im not sure which,he`s a friendly guy,obviously playful,cos he would use words like *yea,whassup man?**or*cool!*[showing both his hands with extra thumbs up and eyebrow raising up],like deng?.?.kakas~lemme show you how the way he did it,woot!:D



yaya!his gesture was exactly the same as this young man up there!hahas!
paul plays saxophone and he has great interest in photography,aspires to be a pro someday,cooool!:D
okay,enough of paul
bout denise.he is a boy who is taking o-levels this year at a private centre near lintas or likas?i forgotten le..hahas.he is one of my mum`s close friend`s son and also my bro`s friend`s lil brother.he is sort of quiet compared to paul and their similarity is that both love to stay out late.hahas.duno what they do outside,but its the normal stuff la,not yellow of course.-.-..swt.sometimes they would bring friends back during late at nights cos i can hear them laughing and screaming over something..so loud man.they sounds like girls going excited a new edition barbie doll.ahahahahs!siao them kay..kakas.

Today during assembly,mdm emily(our very very very dedicated chemistry teacher)kindly announced at the assembly that THE EXAMS AT GOING TO BE BROUGHT FORWARD TO 18 OF APRIL.OMIGOSH!!Last week Ms lau(Chemistry tutorial and practical teacher)just told us it was being brought forward from 25 of april to 21 april ,now its getting near and nearer-.-!ish.means that i have to start closing my bedroom door to study.ish.was thiking of doing some shopping at the converse store at town cos they are having sales man!i wana buy another pair of converse shoes with the pattern same As xiao xue(only close close friend will know de:)) although i have one liao (blue and white)but i want to own another set of colour!:D
yea,so greedy la me.
but i dont care.
heeeheess!:D :D
lemme show u the converse shoe pattern:) xiao xue also got a pair.



oh,i just remembered,my BROTHER also owns a pair-.-",his is light yellow and black in colour if im not mistaken-.-.but that it isnt important la...unlike xiao xue..hahahas!

okay,gotta stop here,gtg!^.^