Slow line to9.pictures not uploaded fully.:(

This is how the life of being very very tired after a day`s work with the boss`s wife staring at you 24/7.And very good novels to read during your free time,with my eyes glued to the book.I have not not blogged for such a long time I feel the guilt inside here now,I`d missed dropping down the events of life these past days,including my trip last november.See how very occupied I am with books and jogging!HEHEH :).Ive been meaning to post it up for such a long time,And eventually today will be the day to talk about it,So give a thumbs up now thats its going to be up after such a long while! Aiyahyah :D

First of all,
a silent of prayer to bless sue,may she excel in her IELTS test ;) . Note to TED, Do tell me You did what I say before your test,recite three times, " I can do this!" 3 times.Followed by my name," Elena Elena ELENA!" :D .. to give out the lurge of ultimatium energy in your brain.HEHEH

BTW,I bought an eye concealer at body shop`s during halloween instead of a blusher.So im still on a hunt for my first blusher ^_^ And so far,Ive liked it.Ive been using it for my face a few times.swt.Although it was meant for only area of the eyes,mainly eyebags,but still.It conceals some of the unwanted spots I dread. :)

And sleepover with the girls during halloween was terrific! Teddy sue, your RED CLOTH STORY scare the shyt outta of me! I had never felt my heart so chilled before after hearing a mouth spoken story.NEVA .And I like both of em pyjamas :D..you girls look great in pyjamas.Remember to get pictures from me.both of you.The pictures are highly protected and it will not be displayed in any sites.AS promised ! ;)

OH and I`ve got a nice new front fringe.I dont really like it now.Since its a bit too short.I`ve had to apply serum to it every morning to keep it as a nice side fringe.And believe me,Ive told the hairdresser, " Ok,the way I want my front fringe to be styled is truly easy,with both tails on the sides(touchign sides) and make it pointy for the middle like those you see in japs magazine",I closed my eyes and allowed him start his magic.He interrupted once, asking ," Im about to cut it slightly curvy on the sides,is that alright with you?",Ive got the wronf idea,I`ve had thought he was not gonna totally scrap off the whole picture I gave him,but only the slightly survy on the middle...but very unfortunately,he did.:(

lovelove,
lena :)

Im getting more and more impatient each day,
I hope a strong hurricane would just come by and swept away my nervousity,
One more week to go..
just wait and be patient lena.
This would eventually go away.
I would never have to be impatient anymore at every head of each month,
and set my gaze too far to a long dreamy distance......

goodie goodie! halloween is just minutes away.Im so excited! As you know why? there`s 25% discount in The body shop Tomorrow! JUST tomorrow! Bring ur member card along to enjoy tomorrow`s promotion.Im skipping lunch!Gonna tag along with yvonne and nore and mui yin to one of its outlet! Oh-so-happy,.I think Ill finally get a nice blusher.I couldnt find one at HK or shen zhen. They have so weird colours at Bonjour and sasa.

lovelove,
Elena :)

I miss Free Eating almond cookies at Macau T_T

{Tunning unto thelma`s- 二人の約束の日}

It feels so great to be hearing this melodious song drumming into my ears.
Its putting a huge effect on my emotions.
It gives such a warm and cosy feeling inside my heart <3
Im actually feeling near to nirvana following the beat of the music.Isnt this wonderful..? =)
Realising Ive been feeling so bummed before that,I wasnt concentrating on most of the things I was doing.
Small tiny things dont drag my concern anymore.
It comes to me that sometimes too much care and concern just beats my own heart.
These things were done with means of kindness and sensivity
But it turns around bringing you way down to the bush of upset,feeling unappreciated like that.Its always that awlful.
And these emotions never fail to bring out hot flushs and fat tears streaming down the cheeks.
Its better to get more realistic and everything that fantasizes before, leave behind.
But its these fantasies that makes me bring my heart out to people and face them cheerfully everyday.
These traces of happiness from fantasizing is what gives people the reason to tolerate with difficult people.To hope for a good shift in that person. Could you take that as more foolishness
in your brain.It is Not, Right.
After thinking further into things.
Ive let out the uneasy feelings that had longed trapped inside.
Alone is not a difficult thing to overcome.
Being disliked has nothing to do with being problematic.
I was not born as a concilator.Neither were you.
Issues cannot be all solved as how it would be most favoured.
Nothing could be done,only to let go open mindedly.

There are so many caring people around me. =)
I love them all. I love to do tiny things to make them feel happy.
Because thats too, the same way you want others to treat you.
A little smiley *Hi* card for someone, radiates such great warmness on them,=)
It gives this peculiar tingle of happiness in your heart,
It felt so good inside you could do anything right for the day.
Be it carrying an obesed donkey across Sahara desert.. or swimming in a sea full of famish sharks to reach an island? (Haha..,these are such an inappropriate examples! *blush*)
Its feels so great to treat your love ones with happy surprises,
Doing special things for them doing an occassion,
Those are one of the joys I love for doing baking and cooking,
this sincerity that you would want to let them acknowledge, is always there,
And to find a way to bring it out,is by moving your mind and hands,
Say,Whats more priceless than the happiness ans smiles you put on your loved ones faces.None.
Those happen on short moments you would had wished to have each of them videotapped and rewinded at some point of your life.
Hence and otherwise,
This confusion that reality is playing tricks on me is as much sorted.
Because I want my life to be colourful and interesting.
Because I believe theres an oppurtunity.
To be happier and more unique.
I believe I will too, get my chance, to be the same as those other people,
who enjoys sugar and spice of life. =)

I dont care anymore..right or wrong for what that had happened
Just forget it.
forgive and forget.

REPLIES;!
BLANC ; HEY !life`s like that.usual stuff.How are ye?:)
EUNICE; Miss you too ^o^
KEV; HELLO :D
IVAN; YES BESTFRIEND!

Good company for trice. Once with *brother* and *sister*, Mr khoo kim Jing and Esther tsen!
and the other was sue, chorus and carmen. Third was with Dev only( forgotten to call people and end up being tw0 persons.luls.)

Only the silliest pictures during my outing with khoo and esther. SHAMEFUL I tell you.Shall get them from Esther and post it here very soon! And also some pictures from my new tech family member! canon Ixus 100.it shall stick with me, like a baby :P

AND GOOD NEWS!
My BMI is actually near underweight! YAHOOooo!
So happyy I need to burn fireworks to spread the news to the world.douche bag! :D :D

I didnt even bothered eating two slices of pandan mooncake that Boss gave to each of us today.I tasted simply delicious.T_T
Apalah.everyday timbang at pharmacy knowing Im actually near underweight.luls.HAHAS. Dayum happy.Dont laugh T_T..Im just so very happy.till Im agreeing to have more healthy outing these days with my friends.Eating club sandwiches and drinking honeydew sago.*love*

*self-note: watch my weight! watch my weight! :D

lovelove,
Lena:)

Ive forgotten! to add this a movie review on"The Haunting at connecticut".
I watched it last night with my parents and I end up turning on the light to sleep again.. *big wet eyes ..T_T
And crawl under my blanket...double sob*T_T
why oh why am I such a chicken towards scary movies but I terribly love to watch those,
I like to drag someone to watch them with me I cant watch it myself. So beware and take note of this if youre one of my friends AND we happen to be NEAR the cinemas. HEHEHEEHS :D
Dayum happy to drag anyone with me :D :D

Alrite,back to the spooks.
This spooky movie title is based on a true story( I doubt),

Which happened during the year 1987, a teenage boy had cancer and he lived somewhere far from the hospital where he receive treatment everyday.Everytime he gets rides to connecticut,he had to throw up on the roadside because he was too weak himself after a long radiation therapy. Therefore, his mum decided that their family had to move to a house somewhere near the hospital. As they were financially tight, the haunted house seemed just perfect and affordable for their family. They moved in straightway with one month free trial because the house has a bit of a history.

Shockingly,they found out that it was a funeral home,not the ordinary ones where funeral ceremonies take place and everything ends at one go. This one, had the corpse`s eye lids removed and placed in a box together with other corpse`s eye lids.

Then, the family and the medium sit together at the table ,hold hands and they would chant to invite the dead back to speak with the family members, some sort of substance,knows as demon rap would come out from the mouth of the medium marks the sign of the arrival of the dead.After the whole sessions ends,the masters of the funeral house would steal the corpses from the graveyard and carve millions of words on the body and cut their eyelids out,and store the corpse in the house,this ritual is used to enhance the medium`s powers on exorcism.The teengaer boy who had cancer was weak so he was pretty much between the borderline near death and life,he was able to see and visionize all the past happenining in the house.At the same time, he suffers constant disturbances from the spirits trapped in the house. It was worst that he`s room was in the basement,just right next to the operation room where all the rituals were carried out there.*goosebumps*.

ok,Ill stop here!:D

Not going to tell the rest or else I would`ve spoilt the fun,so..watch yourself ! :D
hehes.

Lovelove,
Lena:)

its still lurking inside
this pain that stabbed thru your heart,
its unusual..that no other understands..

Sunday I worked overtime again for half the day as kama was invited for an open house at her friends house and she asked me to replace her.Before she left,she sneezed in front of my face several times and left some flu virus for me to inhale followed by fever.And she thinks its funny.sob T_T. Now im sneezing every morning and its as contagious as ever Ive already spreaded it to kak fee this morning.poor thing,we are both sneezing together now.T_T

Good gracious..
When I arrived work on sunday morning,there there, just behind the shelf of creams lay the dead body of another CUTE rat slightly smaller in size than the previous one we encounter,its dead but good part was that its not smelly, it just laid stiff and hard with all its tiny rat paws(?) facing one direction.Whats so cool was that Aunty helen walked past the rat several times attending an early bird customer while I stood one side with my jaws dropping slightly opened.-_-"

For a carcass ceremony, I took a pair of green plastic forceps from the equipment shelf and picked the rat by its tail then dropped it in a large plastic bottle,that marked,"Shintamet 200mg(gastric tablets)"swt.

Funny boo!Dont worry ,I surely hadnt place the bottle back on the gastric tablets sections and let my colleagues have a good sunday shock when they open it to pour unexisting tablets but existing rat body out from the bottle.jajajajajajaja~ :D.Nope.I did not let that happen.BUT Darn. would I love to see!HAHA It would be soo soo funny if they do rite.I badly wana pull that trick .*sneaky smile* ;)

There goes a lovely rat into the Bin .boohoo =/!

TODAY, I skipped work halfway. Kidding lar.I dare not have the gutts to do so.Boss let me go off early around lunch time because I had the worst stomache ever.It was so painful I could not walk properly I was sitting there for 2 hours-ish until my dad arrived to pick me up.Afterwards, took a painkiller tablet and went to sleep until 4.30pm-ish :(

Now Im feeling much better after some rest in front of the tv *grins,I was too tired*, ahah...I slept in front of the tv, ON the SOFAS ..WITH the television on (because grandma was watching and sat on the rocking chair) , now I know why what I dreamt pictured too familiar because I was hearing conversations from the drama all the while I was sleeping.
I wasvoice-dreaming what was taking place in the drama. swt.T_T

Neways,its still churning inside, Its not the most wonderful feeling at all. :(

lovelove,
lena:)